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This is from my high school graduation party, one of my very favorite memories. |
Helloooo! I'm taking a (very) brief break from schoolwork to fill in some blanks. And this week they're about love. Hunh. This should be good.
1. Love is life-altering, even when it isn't the forever kind. Love saved my life a few years ago and even though that particular love ended, I'll always be grateful that it started.
2. Being in love feels like being able to face the world and handle anything as long as you're by that person's side. For me, it feels like waking up happy and excited every day.
3. My favorite quote about love is actually a lyric: "You know I dreamed about you for twenty-nine years before I saw you. You know I dreamed about you, I've missed you for twenty-nine years." It's from the song Slow Show by The National and I just think it's so beautiful and romantic and true. I'm an absolute believer in love at first sight, that feeling that you've finally found what you've been searching for and that nothing is ever the same after that first glance.
4. The most important thing in a relationship is empathy and communication and passion. ...Okay, so that's three things. But I think it's so important for partners to be able to put themselves in the others place, to understand what they're feeling. And as a very private person, and a perfectionist, sometimes I have a hard time communicating what's going on with me that's making me behave a certain way, partially because I'm afraid I'll get hurt if I'm that open and vulnerable. But people are so much more forgiving and understanding than I give them credit for. If two people can get that communication going both ways, it makes for such a steady base for the relationship to stand on. As for passion... well, if that isn't there, what's the point?
5. A "deal breaker" for me in a relationship is if a man's natural scent doesn't appeal to me. I know this sounds ridiculous, but it's true. I like when a guy naturally smells a bit warm and spicy.
6. The way I show love in my relationships is by making things. If I'm constantly giving you little gifts that I've made, it indicates pretty strong feelings. Also, obvious as it seems, I show love through physical affection. I'm not naturally a touchy-feely person, so if I'm touching someone a lot, I probably love them. And using names in conversation-- for some reason, I am SO UNCOMFORTABLE using someone's name in conversation when I'm talking to them, but that goes away a bit if I'm in love.
7. I love ...my cat. I don't know. I'm not in love at the moment.
That was so much less bitter than I expected! Yay.
Stay tuned over the next week or so, I'll be posting some photos of my final projects for the semester.
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This has not been a great year for me.
It started out with two heart-shattering break-ups-- the really, really bad kind, where all you can do for a week or two afterward is cry and get sick. One was with someone who I genuinely thought was the love of my life. The other was with my exact opposite. I was his anima, he was my animus.
The summer culminated with the sudden and devastating loss of my dad.
I'm emotionally exhausted.
Life doesn't feel magical anymore.
Tonight I saw Hugo with my mom.
It's such a beautiful movie, visually and thematically. It felt so poetic.
It was reminiscent of Amélie, especially in the color story and the mix of reality and fantasy.
It made me feel more alive than I have in months. I plan on seeing it at least two or three more times.
Have you seen Hugo? What did you think of it?
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also, the Cyber Monday sale has started at Julie Rose Sews on Etsy! enter the coupon code 'CyberMonday' for 15% off any order.
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"You're going to have good days and you're going to have bad days, and it's okay. You're going to break down in the middle of the A&P and you're going to be in the most sad situation and start laughing, and none of it is wrong. There's nothing you can feel that's wrong. Whatever you feel, it's okay. It's all okay."
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In other news, I'm being serenaded by the peeping of these three little guys...
hope everyone's having a lovely summer sunday
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Thank you so much for all of the support and love during the past few days. The viewing for my dad will be on Thursday 7/7 at Hessling Funeral Home (428 Main St., Honesdale, PA 18431) from 10 a.m. until noon. The service will be at Grace Episcopal Church at 1 p.m., followed by a celebration of his life at my grandmother's house (1708 East St.) at 4 p.m.
"Whoever is open, loyal, true; of humane and affable demeanour; honourable himself, and in his judgement of others; faithful to his word as to law, and faithful alike to God and man....such a man is a true gentleman."
--Ralph Waldo Emerson
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love you forever, Dad. the world is so much better because you were in it. you'll always be in our hearts.
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This is being added to the first skein and made into a hooded scarf. I have the hood part of it done, now I just need to knit the ends. It kind of makes me feel like Link from the Legend of Zelda games, and being something of a nerd, I'm really happy about that.
The other yarn that I got is my favorite yarn ever (thus far): Louisa Harding Willow Tweed. I had some left over from a scarf (which I just realized I never posted pictures of... those will be up later in the week), and so the Field of Flowers blanket started.
Aren't they so sweet? They remind me of little pastries or something. One of the things I love about this yarn is that all of the colorways have a similar tone, so any combination of them looks beautiful. I'm so excited to see how the new colors look as flowers!
I hope your day was just as lovely!
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it's strange how everything can change but nothing changes.